Malu Bertanya Sesat Jalan?

13Sept 2012 Khamis

Something to share mengenai diri saya hari ini,
Selepas Meeting Jamuan Hari Raya Peringkat Kolej semalam
tetiba ada kerja tambahan bagi AJK ku. Fuhh ..!! terasa bebanan
saya tak berapa suka last minit or Adhoc jobs since jamuan itu esok.

Tapi apa kan daya , dah makan gaji nak xnk terpaksa buat juga lah. Alhamdulilah tempahan hadiah utk cabutan bertuah selesai semalam,tp kena buat nombor untuk cabutan bertuah for student and staff pulak. Well...while i'm cutting almost 2400 sets of numbers, hati ni rasa panas and sakit sgt.

"Kenapa xada org nak offer pertolongan?"

 "Lohh dah ko xnk bertanya...mana ada yg nk tlg"

Tapi..aku mmg jenis xreti nak mintak tlg because i can't stand the rejection. Aku nie penakut, kot2 kang aku mintak tlg org reject plak and provide excuses.Bagi aku, kalo betul org tuh nak tlg dia akan amik pendekatan utk offer pertolongan. betul x? Ntah la maybe i'm wrong...tapi kemudian...satu kesedaran telah muncul

Bila kita dlm kesusahan dan tiada siapa yang offer utk membantu, ini bermakna Allah s.w.t yakin yang kamu boleh lakukannya sendirian, dan bila kita minta pertolongan dari Allah s.w.t mohon moga segala urusan dipermudahan....pertolongan yang tidak disangka-sangka akan muncul....Sbb adakala jika kita minta pertolongan rakan mereka belum tentu mahu membantu Syukur Alhamdulilah....saya yakin saya mampu lakukan sendiri dengan bantuan Allah s.w.t dan akhirnya saya berjaya lakukan....masyAllah.....


-------------------- akma blogger 2010

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